Today I've been contemplating my role in this universe. What is it in me that wants to contradict my big dreams? Why is it that I have such a passion to change the world in such a big way, but there's always that small voice inside that makes you want to back down and question the validity? I'm starting to realize that the process of moving through fear of failure that brings the greatest blessings, because it teaches you to start to conquer these fears early, before they start showing up in a bigger way. To be constantly aware of how you react in every day experiences are so revealing, and it's beautiful to acknowledge these so that you can grow and experience these same situations in the future differently. Life is about growth and learning our authenticity. If that is a mystery, then our whole existence is a mystery.
In that case, I can see why so many people live in fear and resentment of all of the choices they have made in their life - because they aren't awake to their true purpose, or of the Divine meaning of their existence. We're all born with a blueprint, which holds the energy of all of our existences, life experiences, and the totality of the universal consciousness, which is LOVE. My book, Teachings From God, is all about awakening to this true purpose...and it is not about one answer..."right" or "wrong". It is about learning to tune into yourself enough to see the Divine in yourself, for yourself. It's about finding YOU without anyone labeling or defining you for you.
To read my article on Gaiam TV:I've learned that life is about defining yourself...and it can't come from others. You need to value yourself enough to know that you are a projection of Source in a human body, and to also know that you are here for greatness. Don't let yourself get small, whether it's someone telling you that you're not the greatness that you truly are, or whether it's coming from yourself. These are simply illusions. When you wake up and start to experience yourself from the eyes of Source, you will see there is only infinite beauty. Your human body is only part of your greatness - and you extend SO much further. You have the power within to investigate and claim your inner Divinity!
This is your chance to step into your power and to start living the life you came to live. Whether it is to be a teacher, to speak your Truth, to be a Lightworker, a healer, an artist, a musician, a film maker, an actor, a figure skater, or an engineer, you make the difference in the world. You don't need to be the Dalai Llama to shine Light in the world. If you can live in your heart with a passion to serve yourself indefinitely, you will always be guided. Even if you've been in the dark throughout your lifetime, and you regret the time where you were not as awake as you are now...don't even go there! The mind wants to take off and judge your every move - to be rational and to follow the conditionings that you have been taught your whole life.
All life experiences are undeniably guided from Spirit. Whether it's losing a family member, moving to a new home, suffering from an illness, feeling alone and lost in your life, losing a pet, getting in a car accident, running into financial issues, wanting to get in better physical shape, or want to let go of past traumas...all is in the hands of Spirit. I'm not denying that life has it's hardships, because it definitely does. I also can't say I have personal experience with all of these experiences, but I CAN say, I understand the purpose of them, and have experienced my own version of hardships. It's not about defining them, it's about getting to the root issue of them, why you react the way you do, and what pain, fears, or "lack of" feelings may be causing these reactions.
If you can successfully do that, and become invested in your own growth, you will feel so much better knowing that it is not the experiences that are causing you pain, it is YOU that causes that pain, based on your blueprint. This causes triggers often from past lives, which can be brought up in our current lifetimes if they need to be healed. To heal them consciously means you deactivate that pattern or program and can move through your life now (and in the future lifetimes) much easier.
These are a few words I wanted to share tonight. Namaste!